Thursday, June 24, 2010

Breakin up is good for you

I've never been able to understand the reasoning behind staying in a broken relationship.

And maybe that has prevented me from truly connecting.

But seriously, at what point will you decide it's time to go.

I don't care if the reason is my fault or yours, fighting constantly is no way to live your life.

If I am the cause, then try to find out what is setting me off and avoid that.

If I'm being irrationally angry, then it's JUST YOU that is pissing me off.

I don't need a reason to be upset, I'm FUCKING clinically depressed, even though I haven't gotten a doctor's opinion for that, but the only way to get treated would be to attempt suicide and I'm too proud for that shit.

Now, if 2 people don't work out, it is not the end of the world, just the end of their happiness.

At that point the miserableness starts to make me physically sick, and that is when I'm GONE.

I won't listen to protests or pleads or promises. I will listen to my body and emotions.

And right now, all the fighting is killing me.

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